Sutan did not know that He Chengfang regretted not being with Hechengming. Leaving the hospital, she felt a complex, indescribable emotion.
It was a sense of lingering regret, as if she were mourning her own foolishness for not recognizing that flicker of affection for Hechengming sooner. Perhaps, had she realized it earlier, she might have had a chance to be with him. But it was all too late now, just as it was too late that she had already married Zhou Jianfeng by the time she arrived in this life. Everything seemed preordained; the timing of every event was set in stone.
As the evening breeze picked up, Sutan wandered aimlessly toward Houhai Road. Her mind was in chaos, flitting between the days when she first arrived and thoughts of the future. She felt completely lost.
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