This is a piece of the past that I am very reluctant, even unwilling, to bring up. Every time I think of it, that self-reproach and guilt deepen just a little bit more.
After all, watching your best friend die right in front of your eyes is about as painful as it gets, and I will never forget this for the rest of my life.
Yet, I cannot leave this story untold, because it was the turning point for everything that followed, and it determined my course of action.
Chapter 324