If Shasha’s fondness for Wang Chuqin began with his brilliant skills and interesting personality, and her admiration for him spanned from the inside out, then Wang Chuqin’s infatuation with Shasha definitely started the moment he wanted to reach out and *rua* her. The young girl was bright and lovely, with a pair of expressive eyes, and she would sweet-talk him as "Gege" in her soft voice, rescuing him from the paranoid gloom of being trapped in online rumors and desperately wanting to win.
Standing beside her, he would automatically lower his voice and soften his movements, terrified of displeasing her. Then, every waking moment, he wanted to circle her in his arms and give her a good *rua*.
Shasha claimed that he kicked her, which Wang Chuqin found hard to believe, though sometimes a sudden "evil impulse" really would rise within him: he wanted to pinch her, bite her, push her down, tease her until she cried, or rough her up a bit... But once he regained a sliver of composure, he would still hold back and never actually do it.
Chapter 206