After parting ways with the nursing aide, I began to reflect on my behavior up to this point.
I had never intended to engage in a war of attrition with Juyan. Whenever the thought of spending a lifetime with him crossed my mind, my instinct was to flee. I constantly hoped he would meet his end at any moment, allowing me to finally break free and start a new life. As long as he remained standing, I remained anxious.
Now, the nursing aide’s words made me realize that I probably couldn't escape him. I might truly have to spend my whole life with Juyan, waiting until he is gone.
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