"I am a failure, and I barely pay attention to whether the sun is shining or not because I have no time.
"My parents couldn't provide any support for me, my education isn't high, and I've been searching for a future in the city all alone.
"I applied for many jobs, but none of them hired me. Perhaps nobody likes someone who isn't good at speaking, dislikes communication, and hasn't shown sufficient capability.
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