"Although I am in a lot of pain, I understand that all of this happened because I was the one who did wrong first. So, whatever you do to me is only right. I don't blame you; I can only blame myself. It's all my fault!"
Xiao Chen was there, trying to cheer himself up, and Lin Ruyan couldn't help but be amused. For some reason, watching Xiao Chen, she actually found him quite endearing; people like him were truly rare. Lin Ruyan looked at him deeply, a warmth blooming in her heart at that moment.
Yet, she couldn't help but sigh. Perhaps only she knew that many things between them were not that simple. Often, their feelings for each other could not be easily explained, and most of the time, problems would arise. Even after problems surfaced and they tried their best to resolve them, they might still fail in the end. This time, they appeared to have reconciled, but only they knew how difficult it truly was. The barrier between them was not something that could be easily dismantled, even if they still held feelings for one another. That barrier was just so heavy, so very heavy.
Chapter 158