From that time on, Chai Keqing had been intensely curious about Lin Ruyan. She truly wanted to know what kind of woman Lin Ruyan was. After all, she had been willing to marry a fool, and it turned out to be a gamble that paid off. Even if it had been Chai Keqing, she dared not have taken such a risk! Chai Keqing could not imagine if she had married Xiao Chen back when he was still simple-minded. How would they have faced each other in bed? How would she have undressed, or consummated the marriage with him? Chai Keqing didn't know the first thing about such matters; would she have had to teach Xiao Chen herself? If that were the case, wouldn’t they just have been two fools together? At this thought, Chai Keqing burst into a giggle. It seemed she truly liked him, even if he were a fool. She even began to imagine scenes of herself with him.
Coming back to her senses, Chai Keqing looked at Lin Ruyan and finally understood. The fact that Lin Ruyan was so worried about Xiao Chen was proof enough of their deep bond. As for her own feelings, she would likely have to keep them buried in the deepest part of her heart. If they didn't have a good relationship, how could Lin Ruyan have personally come to the Prince of Zhennan's Estate to plead for him? Ultimately, it was because Lin Ruyan cared so much for Xiao Chen that she no longer cared about anything else. Thinking of this, Chai Keqing felt a bitter taste in her heart. She had hoped that if their relationship was poor or otherwise l…
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