Sirius never considered himself a weak man, but when facing Wenxiu Lord, perhaps because he had grown accustomed to being indulged, he always found it exceptionally easy to feel wronged.
In truth, after hearing the news that Wenxiu Lord was out of danger, Sirius’s partially calmed brain had already analyzed Wenxiu Lord’s plan. However, he could not accept that he had been the one to hurt Wenxiu Lord, nor could he accept that Wenxiu Lord would have chosen to let him do so. Anger born from love, grievances born from love—the two intertwined, leading Sirius to choose self-torture as a means of retaliation.
Yet, Wenxiu Lord was truly too gentle. His hugs were gentle, his kisses were gentle, and even the breath he exhaled against his face was gentle. It was a gentleness that filled Sirius with guilt, making him unable to stop the tears from falling. Sirius thought: *I really am pathetic; one "I'm sorry" from him and I can forgive him so easily.*
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