After returning home, Yan Cici took a shower and lay down on her bed, intending to take a nap. Every day, Yan Cici made sure to get an afternoon nap to keep her spirits up. But this afternoon, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't fall asleep. Every time she closed her eyes, Ye Ge’s face appeared in her mind. Thinking back to the lunch she had shared with him, she felt an ache in her heart that she couldn't shake off.
When she stepped out of the car earlier, she had told Wang Hui that she had truly let go of Ye Ge. But was that really true? Even Yan Cici didn't know. Had she really stopped liking him? Had she truly ceased to care? She lay on the bed, curling her body into a ball. From her perspective, she had indeed been very calm when facing Ye Ge. But was this because she had completely given up on him, or because her heart was so dead that she could no longer feel anything at all?
She closed her eyes and pondered for a long time, but found no answer. She wondered if she would ever find one if she kept thinking like this. A wild, exaggerated idea suddenly surfaced in her mind: what if she, Su Musu, and the others were all with Ye Ge together? That way, wouldn't it be fair? Everyone would have Ye Ge, and they could just form one big family. But the thought only flickered in her heart for a moment before she abandoned it. How could that ever happen?
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