Xu Yueshan closed his eyes in contentment, immersing himself in the stirrings of the night while concealing the turbulent waves rising within his heart.
He thought back to the year he was eighteen, to that intimate encounter he had shared with Huang Yushuang while they were dating. Huang Yushuang had been the one to take the initiative. Ever since that time, she had held a place in his heart. Yes, he had given his first time to her. But the very next day, his parents discovered their relationship and tore them apart. Before Xu Yueshan had even had a chance to savor or revisit those beautiful moments, he was separated from Huang Yushuang. That had become the great regret of his life.
Unexpectedly, five years later, an accident involving his mother led to their reunion. Huang Yushuang’s reappearance stirred the regrets buried deep within him. He thought of the beauty of that first time—a rose just beginning to bloom. Yet, Xu Yueshan knew clearly that they could never return to the past; in his position, it was impossible for him to marry a widow. His family would never agree, and he himself was resistant to the idea. In his life, Huang Yuesuang was a woman who could never see the light of day; only Lu Jinse was meant to be his wife. They could only hold hands, share kisses, pour out their hearts, and soothe their longing in places where no one else could see them. Until now, he had not yet had the opportunity to explore things further with Huang Yushuang or relive those old d…
Chapter 150