What I found most shameful was that I still couldn't be certain whether Xinyu truly loved me, or if I was merely a substitute she had found during a time of heartbreak—someone she would kick away the moment her mood improved. The mere thought of it left me drenched in sweat, repeatedly reminding myself not to fall in too deep, lest I end up the one getting hurt.
On the other hand, I tried to convince myself that Xinyu's recent behavior definitely deserved top marks. Given her past personality, it would have been completely impossible for her to act as well-behaved as she did now. So why on earth was this change happening? Was it for me, or was it just to appease me before giving me a clean and ruthless dumping? That explanation seemed a bit too far-fetched. The most reasonable one should be that she had finally discovered the most dashing and handsome man in her life, which was why she was willing to be a good girl for him. Didn't she say pretty much the same thing the night before last?
"Treat Xinyu well." I ended my wild daydreaming with a low sigh.
Chapter 232