Nan Yu had no idea what Guan Xubai was thinking, nor did he care. To him, Guan Xubai was merely a younger brother and a good friend. Nan Yu only had eyes for Shen Yuzhi; he would never betray the "white moonlight" he had cherished his entire life. No matter how hard Guan Xubai tried, he could never find a place in Nan Yu's heart.
Guan Xubai, however, had yet to realize this. He did not yet understand that when two people are in love, they only see each other and are blind to everyone else. Having just felt the stirrings of first love, there was still much Guan Xubai did not understand. But Nan Yu was his first love, too—and even if it was unrequited, it was still love. Besides, it is always what one cannot obtain that stays on one’s mind constantly, and Guan Xubai thought of Nan Yu constantly.
Not that Nan Yu was any different; hadn't he been thinking of Shen Yuzhi the whole time? Otherwise, he wouldn't have sought out Shen Yuzhi immediately after his rebirth, or calculated his way into moving right next to the Cattle Shed to be near him.
Chapter 267