Qi Jingtao did not know what he was supposed to be now. If he were a ghost, Shang Yu could not see him. If he were alive, he was looking at his own body lying in a coffin.
In the beginning, shortly after Shang Yu had brought him back, he would spend every day weeping on the dusty floor. Sometimes, he would repeatedly try to gouge out his own eyes, intending to transplant them into Qi Jingtao... At other times, Shang Yu would lean against the coffin, squatting on the ground in a daze, and Qi Jingtao would stand behind him, raising a hand to stroke his hair.
But Qi Jingtao was merely a phantom; he could not touch Shang Yu, and Shang Yu could not feel him at all.
Chapter 192