Princess Zhao desperately wanted to escape the memories of that night. The monster was terrifying, no doubt, but what frightened her even more was that every time she tried to describe everything she had "seen," people treated her like a madwoman or assumed she was simply making up excuses to cover up her own vicious deeds.
It was their gazes that terrified her.
Eventually, she stopped talking about it and tried to banish those memories altogether.
Chapter 73