A flash of hurt instantly crossed Mufeng's eyes. He opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but ultimately held it back. "All right, then get some rest quickly." His voice was heavy with profound loss and sorrow.
Mufeng slowly stood up, his tall, straight figure looking somewhat lonely at that moment. He gave me one deep look, then turned and walked out the door. Watching his retreating back, my heart was filled with guilt and helplessness. I knew my actions would cause him pain and sadness, but I had no other choice.
Seeing him leave, I could no longer hold on. My body, as if drained of all strength, collapsed heavily onto the bed. Pain and exhaustion washed over me like a tidal wave, and I curled up tightly, trying to ease the purgatorial torture. Tears slid down my cheeks and dripped onto the edge of the pillow, as if telling of the pain and struggle within my heart.
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