She lowered her head, tears falling, and shoved the sword into Qin Ruoxi's hands.
"Ruoxi, I can't hold on anymore. I don't want to hurt you again. I beg you, kill me, I beg you. If you don't kill me, I'm going to grab you and lock you away. I don't want to do anything to hurt you anymore, but I can't help it, I really can't help it."
"I want to lock you away, to make you belong to me and me alone, but if I do that, you'll hate me even more, and I don't want you to hate me."
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