Because his feelings and the ending were now certain.
Chí Jīn began to arrange everything. Step by step, he pushed himself toward certain death, and in the end, he would walk calmly toward it as well.
Actually, death wasn't even that terrifying.
It was just sinking into the darkness.
It was just thoughts coming to a halt, memories blurring, and the soul dispersing.
It was just no longer being able to open his eyes and see his Senior Sister.
...
That was enough.
Chí Jīn refused to dwell on it any further.
He really couldn't keep thinking like this. He was still far too greedy; having received so much, he had actually dared to harbor other thoughts.
Wishing for eternity by her side.
Nothing more than the delirious fantasy of a fool.
Chapter 643